Only now I can feel the pain. I love him. I can slowly forget Aiman because of him. But he won;t come back to me. Nothing could describe my feeling now. I have to start everything again. No more guys because people always said that no guys, no cries. I'll try to get rid of guy.
Meeting someone new are my biggest hope now. I wonder if I could stop the time and live by myself so nobody won't get hurt. My breathe will always advice me not to deal with guys anymore. Once you've deal with it, you'll get hurt. okay?