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Monday, December 13, 2010

baby! I love u so much.

kisah semalam , semalam aku TERSANGAT la sedih:( mata aku pun dah macam kangaroo, dah takleh nak bukak dan kerane terlalu sedih aku pun mengambil keputusan untuk menukar kn number phone aku. Da la dye mara aku macam sial je. sedih nye. huk..huk.. bie, i love you so much! tapi knpe u macam x sayang kat i lgi da? i ade buat sala ea kat u? aku pun x taw la ape sala yg aku buat semalam, suddenly dye hang up just like that. aku nk call balik, tapi x pasal2 kene fire nanti. susah plak fireman nk dtg rumah aku malam-malam tu. dye orang pun nk tido jugak kan? so aku pun ape lagi, berdiam diri je la.aku x taw la knape kte orang asyik gaduh je skarang. kte org da clash da, tapi aku still cannot let him go. aku sayang sangat kat si gile tu. i've try my best not to be FAKE infront of him. and guess what, he accept me just like the way i am. BANGGE gile kot. haha. *bie, i love you. i dun want to let u go pun actually. tapi, u slalu buat sumtink yg i x suke. i x taw knpe i cpat sgt pissed off now. i macam agak takut hilang u.

Ade la sorang mangkuk nie. aku tak suke betul la kat dye. dye agak HOT la. tapi aku still tak suke dye. lebih-lebih lagi lpas aku terjumpe ape yg aiman post kat dye through inbox. lagi la bertambaH jealous aku kat dye. name si dye nie ialah SHEQEN *DA STUPID BITCH! Muahahaha. dye macam sibuk gile nk comment everytime aiman post sumtink. aiman yg bongok tu pun same jugak. x bleh lansung nampak perempuan. kalau la aku taw aiman tu macam tu, aku x kn suke kat dye. now, aku rase x nk tengok lansung muke aiman tu. I HATE HIM MORE THAN EVERYTHING KOT RIGHT NOW. knpe la kne dye. macam da x de orang laen je aku nk sayang kan.

S Y A S Y A ! Wake up! he's not da right one for u la! dye x sayang u pun. kalau dye sayang aku, he won't hurt me till dis bad kn. he can ignore me just like that. everytime aku cakap, he'll give me thousands excuse so that he won't be blame on wat he's doing. he won't change. i have to accept da fate dat he won't change just for me. i have to lat him go so dat i won't be hurt. he'll never love me as much as i can. he's just playing around with me. i cannot be dis weak. i know dat i've to forget him. but the problem is i can't du it. OH! GOD. HELP ME TO GO THROUGH THIS!
A I M A N ! he'll  always pretending like he's so angry at me, but i dunno why i can cry when he did dat. i'm so scared if he leave me. i want to let him go so that i can go on wif my life so happily and forget him. i've pretending like i've never know him for so many time, but i cant.

MY LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED!

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